Ugh!

Just could not get the double RAW to work, so I took it completely apart again. I've decided to play with something else and go back to it because it was just really frustrating me. So, I'm playing with some lovely silver-lined frosted peridot beads for the time being. Then maybe I'll make a pretty bracelet for myself to take on vacation with me!

Only 17 days until we leave on our vacation! It couldn't come fast enough! We are going to the lake this weekend, so that will be a short, yet wonderful getaway. But this cruise is going to be so therapeutic! A physical and mental recharge, for sure!

Had a dream about my mom last night. Been feeling melancholy since I woke up. She was upset with me for some reason and that feeling has stayed with me. I know it's just a dream and it doesn't mean anything, but it's made me sad nonetheless.

Dream into Waking

Have you ever had a dream that so upset you in your sleeping state that those emotions carried through into your waking? I had that happen this morning! I won't go into the dream, but the feelings of despair, frustration and almost humiliation have stayed with me all day. I really hate those feelings! I tried to keep busy, I tried to think about other things, but the feelings persisted. The rock in the pit of the stomach, almost nauseous feeling that come about when you know you've done something wrong or haven't done something you should have stuck with me all day and it was ridiculous that it was all caused by a dream! ARGH!!